Pensamentos Soltos

again, or not really, I don’t know, this blog thing…. or to be more accurate these blogs.
I have a baby blog about Gabe, a blog I only speak of him, a tribute if you will. But to be honest all my life is a tribute, these days I feel that the reason I’m alive today is to be is mother, something inside of me screams out loud that he had to be born, that he had to be my soon and I his mother.
These days my life is like a fading picture and the only clear image is him. He is my today, my tomorrow, my everything, my reason to exist.